Dead and gone

yup... i'm a fucking wreackless stupid bastard....... any1 who have an opinion on my attitude and how i live my live ?? speak freely ......

the good wong is dead and gone inside.... no more ..... he wont come back ..... i wont let him come back.... so wat?? i dont fucking care if i hurt sum1?! i dont care if they say i'm this or that!! i know i'm just a fucked up drunk ass ..... SO WHAT??!!!

i dont care less about what happen these past few days anymore.... few drinks ... and lots of thinking makes me wonder.... whats the point??? whats the POINT of continuing on that road when some1 you like hate you!! I'M DONE!!! FINISHED!!! there's no point at all on this life.... fate... pfft i rarely believe at anything now....

i'm off to the POINT OF NO RETURN!!! i thank those who try to help me ... and adviced me to continue wif life.... hell.... i'm better off on my own.... sorry guys!!

only GOD can show me the path now.... i need guidance.... what i need is a miracle...

i'm sorry...

i write this blog on my free will...... jessica ... YES the blog i write about the gal and the guy is you and aaron.... i'm really sorry..... i shouldnt have lied again.... i've been keeping that feelings for like almost 2 years ....

hell... 2 fucking years .... i keep this feelings to myself.... and i feel so selfish ..... i know that u like aaron , and that he likes u too......

well..... i'll leave the circle.... i'll leave u both together .... and be yr normal teddy bear.... if you dont wanna see me or talk to me anymore ... then fine .... i had enough sad feelings inside me that would break me down.... if we still can be friends ... i appreciate it...

i wont even bother you and aaron anymore.... you're a good gal... any1 who has u is a lucky guy....
i know i wont have the chance ..... but i'll still be wif you ... as a friend ... as your teddy bear....

aaron u have my word.... this message i will carry it to my grave ....

Teddy bear !!!!!

lolz zzz again she force me to write this blog @.@ if not she cry .... huhu ....

well .... hmm... when was it she started calling me teddy bear?? OH ya form 3 .... lolz i dont know why she call me that .... cause i'm big??? hugable?? adorable??? (i'm gonna puke).

haiz ... today was lost concentration day ... haha ... account in the morning .... account l8r at the night ... yeepy fucking day ..... i got daniel's sickness lolzzz ... always feel sleepy and wanna fall down when the teacher talking "bla bla bla bla" tats all i learn from account XD...

nth special la today.... its the same old same old prob and stuff.....

i dont know if that teddy bear in wisma merdeka is big enough... HMMM.... ( bro if u're reading this!! HELP GET ME A BIG POLAR BEAR !!!!!! I'LL PAY U BACK !!!! ) =P

i'm really sick with this com zzz always crash crash crash ZZZ i wanna smash it ......

oh ya, i will always remember this word ... "hope is the 1st step on the road to dissapointment ... and greif...


Jessica's teddy bear XD signing off

My blog....

well i dont know why i wanna start this blog .... ( jessica force me to write if not she will abuse this teddy bear @.@ ARRRGGGHHH HELP ME !!!! )

WELL these few months ... have been all stressfull MONTH ... juz few more months and we're freeeeeee yay!! XD but..... 1st we nid to study zzz DANG IT!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN FFFFRRRRREEEEDDDDDDOOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz...... well all my friends and including my bro adviced me to move along..... they told me this "well you gotta let her go on her way.... if fate really calls upon you guys ... she will come back to you" .... point is ... i want her to be happy .....

here's the real thing... i like this girl.... ( wont tell the real name ) i know her for quite awhile... we're close friends la .... but problem is ... she like my other best friend ..... and my best friend likes her..... eventhough they know for almost a year ........ haiz ..... i really fan la now zz... i dont know if i want to let her go..... but its like .... i'm de 3rd person in this love equation .....

i really want to hug her ..... and be there for her forever ....... if fate is really tat cruel..... then i have to lay down my arms and back down...... i really wish i wont make this stupid mistake ....