Confusion

Damn..... i'm really confused on my life right now. I've been wondering the same thing all over again ... and it just wont go away... sure my soul have left my body for good and that i dont care about anything.... but then a new 1 just came in... wth..... you know what they say ... when 1st love goes unsuccesful... u move on to the second choice... lolz remind me of a movie... "when the 1st one didnt go well, u gotta have a back-up lover =.=|||" STUPS!!!

all in awhile ... i think i've been thinking too much... its all in my head ... haiz .... i don't know what to do ...

i wish someone could just walk up to me and tell me what the hell is going on with my life!!!

Death isn't a solution to all problems, eventhough you wont feel a thing when you woke up on the other side... the ones you left behind? Do you ever think of them?? Your friends? your family? your boyfriend/girlfriend? They would be even more hurt and suffering than YOU. If you always think of killing yourself then you really have a problem.... stupid cow... hell i think u're even STUPID than ANY1 THAT HAVE LIVED AND DIED IN THIS WORLD!! You gotta move on your life... it's not like the end of the world??!! right??

thats wat i told myself when i'm down..... but now ... i'm really fucked up confused.... am i really in love with her(not u jess) ?? jesus ... help me...