Well..... i meet some old friends at facebook.... they remind me of my past.... a BAD past if u may put that way... haiz
i remember how i used to be a crybaby... hell that past was the worst time of my life.... got bullied always ...beaten ... all those kids stuff ... well ...there was 1 time ... i almost went to mental school....(i dont know if they had 1)
all the pressure in my head ... all those noise i heard from my head ... i heard a voice ... calling my name non-stop.... the echo ringing in me... it had me once ... it tried to kill me... my inner self... it tells me to go die, kill yrself and all those hellish words.... i gone mad once .... i dont want that to happen to me now....
my inner self did left me liao... i hope it wont come back .... i've been hurt more and more... but i wouldnt bother telling any1... cause i dont want to put my burden on them .... it's something i should carry on my own..
yeah... now i'm just crapping all this shit out ... haiz...
i'm troubled again...2day... remain confused and despair... pls... if any1 reading this ... just dont care bout me...
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