Weird days...

I'm gonna write all this without thinking anything so yeah... lolz

there's something in my thoughts that have been bugging me since form 3.... i tell you why i fall for you ....

when i 1st went into 3m1 ... it felt like a normal school day... hanging out with friends... study... and etc but then ... when u came in the class... i dont know why la.. my heart start pumping like there was never going to be a 2mr.... swt i was DAMN nervous.... i dont talk to girls much.... so yeah ... i dont know how to talk with you that time... de only person i know how to talk wif is my mum ... (duh)... lolzzzz i feeling awkward now saying this... but i have to let it out la...

i dont know why la... i mean you may think .. of all the pretty and beautiful girls... why do i have to fall for u? ... well... i feel sth special about u ... and that when i look at you .. u're the only one who makes me feel comfortable and alive... and well... i maybe be paranoid... lol...

and yeah... when form 4 i feel a lil close to you... but i'm a guy with few words... so i dont have alot of topics to say... form 5 was really stressful la... study... study and study... i dont want to put a burden on u ... but yet i did...

when that day i sms wif u and ask who u like? ... u said it was aaron... i was like lost and confused la.... so sorry that i have to open my big mouth and tell the gangs.... but that time ... i really feel like getting it of my shoulders... if not i suffer even more... well now u're with aaron... i'm happy for u..

i dont want anything... i dont even want any love or sth... i just want u to be happy and see that smile of yours every day... and i tell u this ... AGAIN... that i will always be here no matter what the cause or anything... i will always be here to support on what u do and care for you... that is all i wished for...

so yeah ...this is really stupid.....