Forget it

Well... 2 of my friends just quit blogging... 1 say she doesn't want to write about her personal life anymore... and the other 1 says change to tumblr... Idk why am I still writing this here... but its the only place I can let it all out... seems like everything is still the same... but over the past weeks, lots of thinking... I think I dont wanna care about it anymore, I just keep the flow going.... driving inovations... keep running, running, and running all the way till I die. It just sucks to keep 1 thing to your head like forever...

The Rasmus - In the shadow

No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel like going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

They say
That I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
Cause somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows

In the shadows

I've been waiting

THIS SONG SAYS IT ALL, PEACE!
Gary aka teddy bear