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Don't really have much to write... cause it's totally, freaking, boring these days -.-".

Anyway... I made all the training on my driving lesson alreadi, now awaiting for qtp test *or so its spell like this.* Then, I can go for JPJ test lu. If I pass, have to wait for 1 month, then get the P license -.-" dam.... close to May already, suprising how time flies without knowing it, and here I thought school life is crap, life in the office and home, its just dam boring. Haiz... I'm losing friends, just like Jacky said... "friends come and go", okay, everyone knows that -.-" slowly, they'll just, flow away, like the wind, flowing around u always, but it will be gone, and even u feel the wind blowing towards u again, its not the same.

Just when I came back from sandakan, I feel that things have changed, not the structure or surroundings... but that feeling, the flow, it's gone. Empty. I just can't explain how I feel... Urgh, how useless am I... Everytime I wake up, my chest feels heavy. If life was so simple... I would do anything, but you and I know that life is not simple at all, unless, we work hard for it. Yeah, and, when my cousins, nephew, niece, aunty, uncle, all of them la, ask me *You got gf or not? dont lie to me ah, I know u have 1 de* I give them 1 simple answer, *wait till 20 years 1st, then I tell u*. which... I plan to be single, haha, I actually never dated, never had a gf, but I felt 1st love and now. It's gone. Hmm.. my options are still open, but... see la, go with the flow, Maybe I'll stay single for life lu~ haha


Peace out and Signing off.
Gary