things just repeats itself again and again... seems like u cant always get a friend to be beside u all the time.. =/, sometimes.. its best to be alone, other times... u just wish that som1 is there for u... that u can hug him/her, and say "I love you, thank you... for being there when I need you" at any rate.. it seems i'm having this problem...
Friends... where's 1 when u need them, this morning was really fucked up... everything was planned well, until some of my classmates say busy, or personal problem... thats 1. and 2, it got canceled... I hate it when a plan doesn't comes together... decide to call my other *friends*... go with them onli... *busy, working, not at kk, too shy to go with me onli *what? WHAT? scared i'll eat u??* and etc etc... so final verdict? went to watch predator alone...
movie was fine.. good, but dull and.. i feel sad.. cause no1 accompany me... haiz... whole morning lonely... luckily just now went to eat sushi..... *SSSSSUUUUSSSSSHHHHHIIIIIIII and WWWWWWAAAAAAASSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBIIIIIIIII* that just cheered me up a little, oh how i feel like screaming on the hills now till my voice is all gone....
1 thing cruel in life? is that u dont have any company.. or friends to be there when u need them... haiz... always end up pissed and emo.. but yeah, at the end of the day... i just tend to forget it...
A thought just hits me... i wonder, if i die... will i be alone? will there be any1 there for me? would i even get married... haiz... i think too much future.. although i'm still very aware of the present now, but it would be silly, not to think of the future for once.
Signing out
Gary
Sunday, July 11, 2010
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