Been awhile since I update my blog.. I looked at my recent post and realize , "lol, I wrote alot of crap in this blog"

Lots of things happen... some sad, some happy, others idk.

16th September 2010, my cousin got married =D, finally that bastard gets it done *well its about bloody time he do that!* I'm really happy for him that he married a nice girl *short but.. yeah XP* I drank red wine, yeah... red wine, my parents owe me a big time for drinking that much on their behalf, anyway, we had a blast, food was good, everybody sang, and they were overjoyed =)

18th September 2010, when I was in my grandfather's *mother side* house, a call came through, I thought my dad was checking up on me, alas... terrible news, my grandfather passed away, I wasn't sad or down.. just stunned, cause I dont know him that much nor do I ever talked with him, well, cause I dont know how to talk their language... but for some people, it's a good thing that his suffering had ended, cause he had canser in his lung, he suffered long enough... God watch over him...

19th September 2010, had to go back to KK and then fly to KL, then get a bus from KL to Perak, damn tired zzz

20th September 2010, arrived at 1.25 a.m, damn tired, slept, next morning went to my grandfather's house and saw him lying in his coffin.. funny how when you look to a lifeless person, it's like, you're staring at a Mask of Death, but then, what I saw, is a smile. He had his last smile on his death bed... yeah... funeral time.. it really hurts my ars, knee and ankle, but... at least we can see him for the last time...

23rd September 2010, somehow, something change in me, I myself dont know what, but I can feel it.

24th September 2010, back to school... same drill as always... at night, Idk why my brother suddenly go to my mum room and started crying.. talking bout sth, idk what =/, well, better not ask...

Lol, yeah I know, its like I'm writing a diary, but what the hell =)

Even if times are hard, and that no one is there for you, I fight to thrive through this challenge. Hate me? anti me? ignore me? all those shit talks behind my back? I dont care, life is just cruel to everyone, and I will not fall, I will prevail, watch me.