Yeap, the title says it, I'm an ass.. people see me that way, but do they even bother to care why? No, they dont, I dont like my life now.. not really, but just.. I dont feel like I belong here, I mean, why can't my parents give birth to me 2 years AFTER my brother was born? that would mean I'm 21 that time, so I would have an easy life now rather than this... I feel like a douche, yes..
Parents never did give any moral support or any love, I dont feel anything! why? because they didn't even give a damn about anything I do or achieve! all they care about is put the blame on me, scold my ass off and other piece of shit! All they care about is my brother! YES, I LOVE MY BROTHER! He's my brother in arms and BFF. AND YES, I'M JEALOUS! I know I should be grateful for all the sacrifice they have given to build this family, BUT IT'S LIKE THIS SON NEVER EXIST AT ALL! THEY THINK OF ME AS A DOG! TELL ME WHY?! my brother gets all the good stuff, while I get the fucked up stuff?! ALL THE GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO HIM AND NOT ME?! ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND UP THERE?!!!
Friends, sure.. some friends are good and all, but idk.. I really hate this feeling, I like them all, but the feeling, it's like they dont really like u, the atmosphere change directly to zzz.. I mean come on... if I can't talk surely u guys can say something, anything... *shish* I just feel abandoned, thats all...
okay, about that love pyramid, triangle thinggy? screw it, I just made it up, ahahahahaha!! but I found out, I really like a girl, she's pretty cute, I mean REALLY cute, lol~~ can't stop thinking about her...
IDK! I REALLY DK! it's like I need a guidance or sth... maybe a miracle... jesus, help me already...
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