why do i even bother~~

oh god god god~~~, you can woop my ass all the way to kansas *or hell, like jacky said* but PLS!! give me a dam sign already!!!

1st of all, thank GOD! I can drive around kk without my parents in it -.-".
2nd, I passed my test... *I really hope my exam will be better*
3rd, brazil is in the last 8~~~~ *what, I know still early, but STILL!!*
4th, nice songs this few days... *what*
annddd 5th and the last of all... I think I'm getting the *job* done XD

yeap... last saturday went to 1b, wanted to watch movie alone, watch what? KNIGHT AND DAY~~, funny at 1st but yeah, the movie is fake *as always...* okay, where am I... oh, and then, a friend called me, idk why at 1st, I mean, I wanna watch alone, BUT yeah, end up watching with him.. after that, went to lunch, ask him about his life, exchange gossips, talks *boys talk~* and.. his problem, girl problem~~

okay, so this is how it goes, he told me that he's in love with a girl, but the girl is 4 years older than him *age doesnt matter* AND, she got a bf *it always happens...*, so yeah, where are we looking at now? a love triangle... *hmm* told me everything about it... and I gave him some advices *which also brings me back abit to the past, but its cool*

anyhow... I asked him some simple question.
1) Is she worth your time?
2) What is she to you?
3) Is she really the 1 for you?
4) You dont mind age differences?

Then, I gave him 1 question, "can you leave everything behind just for her?" what he said? "yes" but what is there to give up?

That is what I asked myself too, what is there to give up? you have nothing, nothing at all, being emo and down doesn't solve a goddamn problem. You think life is and could be easier? Well, then you're wrong, you're DAMN wrong, life is a challenge that GOD give us, a challenge to prove that we are strong in life, and that we can show our gratitude to him with this *sort of*

When I 1st heard some1 said "2 completely different person is a perfect couple?" I was like, "bullshit" now, I take that back...

okay... so that pentagon is reduced to square *god.. still...* idk... haha, its complicated.

Idk if you're reading this... but, all I want to say.. is thank you for the 2 years, you really changed me in those years... you meant alot to me, and now... that special feeling is gone... just wish we could stay as... friends, instead of total strangers... and I'm sorry, for everything... I know sorry isn't enough, but yeah...

Signing out,
Gary