Maybe, definitely...

Well, now its lunch time.. and I'm enjoying my cup of noodle... although I dont really like it that much, what to write 2day... ahh yes...

Sth is really wrong inside me... Idk what the hell is it, but I somehow can feel it... bad omen ahead... They say when your legs hurt, that would be a bad sign *old man stories*, but yeah... idk... yesterday I couldn't sleep, my leg hurt so badly its like... some1 slicing and pulling your legs off slowly... torturing u.. I cant give the real picture... urgh.. idk how long did I scream that night, awake on my bed, begging to God, "Pls... release me from my pain... just kill me already!!" after awhile... point blank, everything gone dark... I thought that I'm gone from this world... walls begin to close in on me, total darkness takes over, and silence is the only thing that u will hear. But yet.. here I am still alive. It sounds ridiculous, I know, but if u were in my shoes, u would think twice about it.

nothing much to write right? ... well a song then

Kelly Clarkson - My life would suck without you

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Signing out,
Gary aka teddy bear